Devastated.

Crushed.

Heartbroken.

These are the words that I can best use to describe myself at the moment.  Part of my knows that everything is, and will be, okay…but right this moment, my heart will have none of that.

( The Story So Far... )

Wow it's been a long time since I bemoaned. I've moaned. And I've been. But I've not put the two together in a while. Especially in a blog-type space. It's good to know I can do it again. There's something very cathartic about blogging. Those emos are perhaps a bit wise in their eternal moodiness...after all, they live by the blog, and ( Read more... )

Odd it is, to be returning to this medium after so long. Blogging isn’t something that I’ve been that up into over the past few months. Life has been far more active and interactive than I’ve ever imagined, and being a bit of a Web 2.0 Luddite is occasionally beneficial in order help experience the joys of real life ( Read more... )

The rumors of my death are, as always, exaggerated. However, the rumors of my inconsistency and inconsiderateness are, as always, confirmed ( Read more... )

So, Day 3 of PCTV is about midway through, and I've experienced some of the highs and lows of making TV here at Pittsfield Community Television.  I've not had a lot for free time yet - learning how to do what I need to do has taken up a lot of my time.  That, however, is temporary - as soon as I've absorbed all the information I need to be skilled ( Read more... )

The reports of my insanity are not overstated.  However, the reports of my commitment are indeed exaggerated ( Read more... )

I hate rainy days.

Of course, that's not precisely true.  While I'm not incredibly fond of being rained upon (I think I may have been a cat during one of my many lives...either that, or something back happened with water), I very much love the rain.  The air refreshes after a good rain, the ground fills up and becomes plentiful with sweet beverage ( Read more... )

Old doors close, new doors open.

On Monday evening, around 3:30 or so, I did one of the hardest things I've ever done in my life:  I gave notice to the Patriot Suites.  On Monday, April 23, 2007, I shall be free of the hospitality business.

Which, honestly, has me very sad.  This place has been a home away from home for a while now...a whole year ( Read more... )

I love Tia. I love her so very much ( Read more... )

I know. If you were to gauge my entire life based entirely on my LJ entries, you'd presume that my life really sucked ass. However, as is often the case, I only have strong, "need to write about it" feelings when I'm upset. That's one of the reasons I set this account up - to vent my frustrations. Because honestly, there's no one specific I ( Read more... )