I'm usually reluctant to speak too much about my love life (except here). Usually, that's because there isn't much of one to speak of, but mostly because I usually feel embarrassed and have such charged emotions that I have difficulty processing coherently. Also, I've been too focused on just trying to turn the ship around that is my life before I ( Read more... )

I suppose if I claim that an update is coming, I should probably follow through with it. Well, as I said, I have a lot happen lately that's probably worth noting. The trick is organizing it all into meaningful chunks that won't choke my readers ( Read more... )

Time for an update ( Read more... )

I'm usually reluctant to discuss beauty, due to the amount of people I tend to make uncomfortable (or outright insult). Being a man, who mostly has women friends (especially on LJ), it can be a sensitive subject. A few years back, I created a very detailed summary of what I consider beautiful in a woman (specifically, a woman that I would be ( Read more... )

I had initially pressed the update buttom, by accident, without any text. After the first second of "oops", I was tempted to leave it that way as a means of attempting to decribe my thoughts and feelings as of now. Not the empty silence that indicates lack of thought or feeling, but the ineffiable silence which fills rooms and countries, covers up ( Read more... )

As a disclaimer, please understand that the following frustrations are specifically related to those who are within a reasonable distance from me (especially those here at Warner). I also acknowledge that there are those who may, in fact, try (for which I am absolutely grateful). This is mostly a statement of generality based on my observations of ( Read more... )

It seems that I've gotten a bit lax about updating my journal. A lot of that is due to the fact that my computer has been acting up. The rest of it is by way of being tired and too busy to sit down long enough to work on it. No worries, I suppose ( Read more... )

I need to do a serious update here. I'm not talking about the daily things that I do, but rather a few major things that I never got around to mentioning.

( Big entry for big issues )

When asked what I meant by "exhausted" a week ago, I was forced to make a diagram of what all went into my usage of the word. While I don't really feel like trying to recreate it, since I gave the sheet of paper away, there was one particular idea on there that helped to clarify a need that I feel. In particular, it clarifies a lot about what I ( Read more... )

I figured I'd use the time between now and when I have to go to journal a little bit ( Read more... )