Hm, I don't even know what I feel right now. Tonight was really great. I called him out of boredom, and we ended up having a lot of fun. He picked me up and we just went driving around with no goal in mind. We talked, he played pool. He tried to get me to play. Looking back on it I should have. Ya know, I do way too little. I spent a lot of my ( Read more... )

I feel bad day ( Read more... )

Saturday was a great day. I spent most of the day with Shunda. Went over there about 2:00.....didn't leave until 9:30. Yeah, quite a bit of time. ;) She and I were talking about when we get steady, good paying jobs, getting a place together. There's the conversation, Shunda starts it off, "It would have to be a 4 bedroom though. Your room, my room ( Read more... )

Well, the surgery went well.....Thank god. Everybody was there, 8 of us all together. The nurses were annoyed that they had to take so many trips to take people back to see him (only 2 at a time in the room) Ya know, they could have been happy that this man is loved so much that so many people are there for him. But, no, people have to be selfish ( Read more... )

Yesterday, Mama and I were talking about relationships. Yes, I talk to my Mama about those types of things....because she's really cool about stuff like that. Anyway, she mentioned that "He's Just Not That Into You" book that everyone has been raving about. I'm usually skeptical about things the majority raves about, because the majority doesn't ( Read more... )

I don't know if it hurts to hear me say
All of these words, but then again
I guess by now I really don't care
Oh, always thought that it could work
Thought it could be forever you and me
Tell me what happened to us
Wait a minute, don't speak, cuz right now
All I wanna do is see
You leaving me aloneWell, I've decided that with the Jose calling me ( Read more... )

I wrote this last night, right after I got done posting the little thing on LJ. I was hype and couldn't go to sleep anyway....but I didn't feel like getting back on the net and typing more. So, here it is....my thoughts and feelings right after I hear the messages:

Ok, so I just got done posting on LJ that this just happened. It's 1:30am, but now ( Read more... )

He called. 2 messages on my cell phone in an hour.

What the fuck am I supposed to do?

I'm not sick, but I'm not well
And I'm so hot 'cause I'm in hell
Been around the world and found
That only stupid people are breedingSo, we just got back from the store. First we went into the little shop that sells party type stuff. They had an assload of scented candle. So, while Mama's getting Patrick's stuff, I'm walking around smelling every ( Read more... )

Well, I finished Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince this morning. And, the ending totally made me cry. Actually, I think knowing what was going to happen to ( SPOLIER )