Sep 09, 2005 11:26
I feel bad day.
My stomach hurts like a bitch.
I also feel very weird.
I'm gonna call Scott tonight.
But, only for friendship purposes.
Anything else that happens is coming from him first.
I'm feeling icky about it.
I don't like calling guys.
Period.
But, I figure it's just something friendly to do.
Plus, I'm incredibly tired
You have no idea.
I have a lot of homework this weekend
2 chapters of Philosophy
20 pages for Composition and Rhetoric II
Two 50-problem assignments for Math
It's going to take forever.
There's a chick in my English class.
Her last name is Vasquez.
Everytime I see her,
I think of Jose.
It makes me dread going to that class
I'm still not completely over him.
I think the only thing that's gonna make me get over him,
is another guy.
That's a dangerous position to be in.
I need to call my Shunda today.
She got kicked out of school.
The check her Dad gave her to pay for the classes bounced.
He wasn't even going to tell her.
Her Mama found out when she was in LA and called her.
She's really down about it,
and pissed off, obviously.
Her Dad is such a fucking asshole.
I hate that man,
HATE HIM.
I hope Mama and I go out tomorrow night.
I need to dance and be evil if he's there.
It's mean and underhanded.
But, it'll make me feel better.
He's not the one still going through shit.
I am.
So, fuck him and his feelings.
He didn't give a shit about mine.
I'll feel better after I get some of mine back.
Maybe I'll call him while I'm drunk and cuss him the fuck out.
Just like he did me.
Asshole.
I would have wrote this entry all the way across
But, then it wouldn't have been very long.
It looks better this way.
Fuck what you think.
He's Just Not That Into You Daily Wake-Up Call
"He's just not that into you if he's not asking you out. Because if he likes you, trust me, he will ask you out."
jose,
shunda,
scott,
friends,
fuck you,
college,
clubbing,
men