nothing kills your morale at work like having a supervisor for another department come fuss at your entire team for not working hard enough even though most of you are an hour ahead of required productivity....

can it be Saturday yet?

This new weirdo, panicky pms thing can seriously go fuck itself...it's fucking up my progress...

I don't understand why I can't just be happy when I get what I want..

I hate you for the power you still have over me and  the fear you have permanently burned into my heart...

I hate myself and my life right now..i hope that changes soon...i don't want to feel this way...

Crappy social situations leave me feeling uncertain about myself and my progress...I'm practicing coping mechanisms while hanging out alone...will helped to calm me to this point..I'm taking the wheel from here..food and cartoons are on the agenda...speaking of, I'm making tuna helper, and I can't help but think of jason...also, on a side note, I ( Read more... )

Why do friendships have to be this fucking hard sometimes? I'll never understand...

It's difficult to pretend this isn't breaking my heart...I've had to do this once before with someone else, and it wasn't any easier this time... I closed the door, sealed it shut...it will remain closed until the time is right, even if that never happens...I'm sorry that it has to be this way for me to continue to heal...

I really, really hate my species....

I'm exhausted from fighting the same battles over and over for the past year...no end in sight...bloody, fucking exhausting fighting over my love for another human being...