"Btw, i have like the biggest innocent crush on you", i said.

She said, "I was sitting here debating whether or not to type that very thing at you."

I've spent the last two days/nights mostly with my parents.

Thursday marked the 10th anniversary of my dad's liver transplant.

Friday was mom's 57th birthday.

i bought them groceries and dinner at double dragon and qdoba. i got my mom some headphones. we played games. had pumpkin pie.

it's all been fun but stressful in the way that it still burns ( Read more... )

i can't believe i had to say that.

here's hoping drunken nostalgia and decision making don't blow up in my face...

I really, really hate my species....

good day at work...saw jason and sara...ate tasty foods...talked to will...i'm in a good place...

i really am a mess, people...i need to quit picking up new paradoxical habits/desires...i mean, seriously...

i hate being touched, but i miss being held/cuddled/hugged...

i'm really lonely, but i'm not sure i know how to be a good friend/girlfriend/acquaintance anymore..also, i'm too afraid to get to know anyone new on a serious level, and i'm pretty ( Read more... )

reevaluating..

i got high on conversation this weekend...it made me feel good to be alive...

now, i know what madness feels like...the scariest thing is that i may have been in love with the feeling..

life and the people, their ideals, their relationships contained within are all constantly evolving...quite often, it is necessary to take a look at and analyze the things that mean most to you...for me, it's probably not the best day to be soul searching since i'm having a bit of a cranky fit, but we really don't choose these things, do we?

with ( Read more... )