Okay, so the New Year was spent going to see the last Hobbit film and sitting down for drinks afterwards. Just how I like it ( Read more... )

School sucks.
Life sucks.
Feeling sick and crappy.
Feeling overwhelmed and suffocated.
UGH.

( being negative but trying to be positive )

I think I need to take a timeout and just use it to try and figure out my life. (Although I have training every day + the final this week... unless I hurt myself again, which wouldn't be surprising with my luck). I've let everybody down. I've let myself down already a long time ago, but now I really feel like I'm such a big disappointment to ( Read more... )

This will be a long ramble. I don’t know why I sound so calm.. when I SO am not. Or maybe I am. I haven’t cried today. I want to just laze about and eat junk food and watch something.. happy… Saving Das Wunder von Bern until after the World Cup, I think…The first thing my Dad asked today was if I was depressed. I didn't tell him that I cried though ( Read more... )

Gosh. I feel so crushed. I haven't felt this bad after seeing a team I've been rooting for lose. I mean... normally... it sucks.. but I shrug and move on. Now, I'm crying.
And my friend and brother just poured salt in the wounds. Luckily it was by text, because they just made me madGermany didn't play as well as they could have. In fact it seemed ( Read more... )

Ugh. I should stop loitering around on the net reading stuff that makes me feel bad. Honestly: I should go out.. and run. Of course, this summer (this whole YEAR) has really sucked with my injuries. Yesterday I hurt my neck while walking to the kitchen. FUN ( Read more... )

( RL crap and angsting. )

It's a weird weekend when I am able to watch the matches of 4 of my fav. football teams...(besides when my streams died) given that normally games overlap and three of them play in the same league even. XDD Of course I was only moderately satisfied with ONE of the results (better than nothing ( Read more... )

Honestly... I don't have any words. I just wanted to post something. It will just sound weird, but whatever. I just don't get it. WHY??? And an even bigger WHY?? if it was suicide ( Read more... )