Typical experience for me ( Read more... )

So yesterday I took a Tylenol PM at about 9AM, plugged my phone into the charger, and went to bed. The Tylenol PM was because, well, I haven't been feeling very well, congestion, that whole thing and it helps me sleep. I wake up around 9PM to someone banging on my door, just nonstop. So I'm kind of like "What the fuck?" put my dogs in their cage ( Read more... )

I've been noticing it more and more lately. I'm not an assertive person. I'm beginning to wonder if that's why I have so many issues in my life. Not to blame everything on that, but it's easily a contributing factor. I became a little aware of it when I was working at Native New Yorker. At this point I'm just becoming more and more aware of it ( Read more... )

Joe can't pay my rent next month and I still don't have a job. Oy.

My mother's exercise in learning to take care of myself is failing terribly.

Ahhh. I wish this fucking thing had a keyboard. Ok, well, I'm not dead. ...clearly. My monitor IS dead however. Stupid thing. Maybe I'll be able to get a new one soon. Anyway, I got a job. I'm a line cook at the Native New Yorker. Really easy job. Servers can be dicks occasionally. Not too bad overall. More details to come if I ever get my monitor ( Read more... )

Dude I fucking hate rap so much. I'm always riding around with Rob and that's almost all he listens to. It's driving me crazy. There's a few songs that are ok but most of the shit just drives me nuts. I swear to god if I hear Solja Boi one more goddamn time I'll snap. It's different, spending ally my time outside. Shits going okay. I'm actually ( Read more... )

If being happy makes it so easy for me to take advantage of people, perhaps I should return to my solitude. Lest I have to experience this feeling yet again in the future.

I should stop playing World of Warcraft, I feel really shitty when I don't get picked for raids. I'm the last resort. Sigh.

No grandma I don't have a fucking girlfriend yet. Thanks for reaffirming what a loser I am. Oh, and asking me "Why?" is just salt in the fucking wound, ESPECIALLY when this is the sixth time we've done this song and dance. I don't want to keep telling you the reasons I'm bad with women or being social in general ( Read more... )

So um. Got the electric bill today. Something like 179 dollars. Apparently that's more than 'a little high'. My mom is pissed and I feel really bad ( Read more... )