God I can't fucking sleep. My mind is restless, I just spent five hours writing that other entry for fucks sake. I need to write, I need to do SOMETHING. But I don't have anything to write. There's no inspiration. Fuck fuck fuck.

I dropped my cellphone into the toilet last night. Now it doesn't work. I hope it works after it's dry.

They say you can live a life of happiness, or you can live a life of meaning. Generally they're both on opposite sides of the spectrum. Happiness, you're ignorant, you're lazy, you have things the way you want them. That's the way it generally is for that. Opposite of that, you're accomplished, you're wealthy, you're powerful, but you're alone ( Read more... )

...wow. I was really drunk last night.

Oh man, I feel really good right now ( Read more... )

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Hi, my name is Philip and i'm really bad at keeping in contact with my friends.

I'm not quite sure what to do about this particular problem, heh.

I find it difficult to articulate my thoughts, even moreso to put them to paper. Or digital paper, perhaps. I have dark things that fester in the pit of my soul, realities that probably shouldn't be spoken. The sorts of things one might turn into a sadistic poem or black metal ( Read more... )

Sleeping a lot lately. I slept through sunday. I wonder if i'm sick.

I was playing around with the grill lighter I use to light incense, and was doing it over my remote to the tv, right, nothing deliberate in that, the remote just happened to be in front of me. I noticed that when I hold it over my remote and click to light it, the light on the remote blinks three times ( Read more... )

I have a headache because i've been crying all night.

gg life.