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So um. Got the electric bill today. Something like 179 dollars. Apparently that's more than 'a little high'. My mom is pissed and I feel really bad.
The one question I really have to ask myself is why it's so high. Honestly, I imagine it's something involving the air conditioning.
Regardless, I've got this stress headache that's been setting in, I feel really guilty, and I'm not quite sure how to resolve the feeling.
Still don't have a job.
So far I've put in applications at Submarino's, Walmart, Trader Joe's, and EB Games. Going to go put in more tomorrow. I wouldn't really mind any of them save Walmart. But working some place I want to isn't likely to happen, and I have to get a job. So I can pay rent and shit.
God I don't think I was ready to be on my own. But it's too late for that. Now's the time when I fly or crack my skull on the pavement. Heh, bird references. Awesome.
Fuck me.
The one question I really have to ask myself is why it's so high. Honestly, I imagine it's something involving the air conditioning.
Regardless, I've got this stress headache that's been setting in, I feel really guilty, and I'm not quite sure how to resolve the feeling.
Still don't have a job.
So far I've put in applications at Submarino's, Walmart, Trader Joe's, and EB Games. Going to go put in more tomorrow. I wouldn't really mind any of them save Walmart. But working some place I want to isn't likely to happen, and I have to get a job. So I can pay rent and shit.
God I don't think I was ready to be on my own. But it's too late for that. Now's the time when I fly or crack my skull on the pavement. Heh, bird references. Awesome.
Fuck me.