It has been a long time since i wrote anything down but here i go ( Read more... )

So life isn't to bad right now. I have a woman who i love and loves me back. I have some cold kiwi strawberry Snapple in the fridge and i have a job with the possibilities of getting a second ( Read more... )

Its lots of fun being in love with a wonderful woman who loves me back. i am truly a lucky lucky man.

So i have gotten more into photography and as things go on i see more and more of what i want but know i won't ever have the money for. this is the list of things that i would love to have.

Canon EOS 7D body
Canon EF 100mm f/2.8L macro IS USM
Canon EF 16-35mm f/2.8L II USM
Canon EF 24-105mm f/4L IS USM
Canon EF 100-400mm f/4.5-5.6L IS USM
Canon EF 85mm f ( Read more... )

why is it that even though she hurt me so much time and time again it feels like it will hurt me even more to let her go completely? she never fallowed through with what she said she would do, and always asked forgiveness that i was overly willing to hand out just seconds later reminding her how understanding i am. she claimed me to be a constant ( Read more... )

so today started off kinda ok. i woke up early and got to just lounge in bed for a bit before i had to get up and get ready for work. well that was about all i had good today. right when i got to work my dad started in on me letting me know i was doing things wrong, but the thing is I've been doing them this same way since i started doing this ( Read more... )

so alcoholism runs in my family. my dads dad had it and so did my dad, and well apairently so does my brother. his drinking has ruined his marriage and now he and his wife are getting a divorce. does he learn from his mistake? nope, he just keeps on drinking ( Read more... )

i got to visit with my friend Annie on the 28th. That day i got to meet a new friend. her name is Jess, and i think that she is an amazing person for what i have seen so far. but that is not what i have come here for. i have come for the next night, the night of the 29th. I invited them over to my place knowing that Jess like myself was into bdsm ( Read more... )

we had a talk on my way over about weather my and your thoughts and agreements were ok. they were but i also said that i would try and not do anything stupid if i could help it. oy did that one go majorly wrong with me not thinking. i still see some things as ok just from my time and interactions with vanilla people and friends in general. i made a ( Read more... )

01) Are you currently in a serious relationship? Nope, not for a long time ( Read more... )