agreements and limitations
we had a talk on my way over about weather my and your thoughts and agreements were ok. they were but i also said that i would try and not do anything stupid if i could help it. oy did that one go majorly wrong with me not thinking. i still see some things as ok just from my time and interactions with vanilla people and friends in general. i made a large mistake when i didnt think before i acted and that was one of the biggest ones that i could have done, i am a dom that wasnt in charge of myself. for me to be a dom i have to be not only in charge of the submissive that i play with but also in charge of myself.
my agreement to you is that i am in charge of myself and my actions be it thinking or not i have no excuses for anything that i do if there wrong or not. another agreament i have to you is that i dont betray your trust in me or the trust that you have placed in my hands when i play. i broke one of those trust that you placed in me by biting gillian on the should no matter how fast i cought myself it happend and it shouldnt have at all.
to be the dom that you and i both can respect and have faith in i have to cincentrate more on my surroundings and shed some of my innocence off of myself in the way i want to and see myself as. also i need to remember more what i have asked of you and what you have granted me permission to be able to have. when it comes to you and your pride i have two ways that i am forced to look at them. one of wich is as friends and that i have worked at to make them. i'm happy about this since i'm not very good at making friends and the second way is that if i ask and they want it and you agree to it is that i might if your willing be allowed to lay with them. if that is granted the rules and limits are put into place and then i must remember and focus on the honer and trrust that you have placed in me.
i have taken the gift of playing with sally for granted to much and that has let me be foolish and lax in my concentration with the rules and agreements that we have in place. i'm human so i can never say that i will not make another mistake but i know now that there is no excuseto ever do this one again and i hope and pray that the lesson sticks with me and will be preasont in my mind when i am given the right to play not only with your girls but anyone that i may play with in the future.
my agreement to you is that i am in charge of myself and my actions be it thinking or not i have no excuses for anything that i do if there wrong or not. another agreament i have to you is that i dont betray your trust in me or the trust that you have placed in my hands when i play. i broke one of those trust that you placed in me by biting gillian on the should no matter how fast i cought myself it happend and it shouldnt have at all.
to be the dom that you and i both can respect and have faith in i have to cincentrate more on my surroundings and shed some of my innocence off of myself in the way i want to and see myself as. also i need to remember more what i have asked of you and what you have granted me permission to be able to have. when it comes to you and your pride i have two ways that i am forced to look at them. one of wich is as friends and that i have worked at to make them. i'm happy about this since i'm not very good at making friends and the second way is that if i ask and they want it and you agree to it is that i might if your willing be allowed to lay with them. if that is granted the rules and limits are put into place and then i must remember and focus on the honer and trrust that you have placed in me.
i have taken the gift of playing with sally for granted to much and that has let me be foolish and lax in my concentration with the rules and agreements that we have in place. i'm human so i can never say that i will not make another mistake but i know now that there is no excuseto ever do this one again and i hope and pray that the lesson sticks with me and will be preasont in my mind when i am given the right to play not only with your girls but anyone that i may play with in the future.