I knew this would happen of course. Nothing was going to prevent the feeling I have now, but it's so much worse than I thought it would be. I told people this would sting and it would take me a long time to get over and I was right. Is it self perpetuating? I don't know, maybe, but then again what isn't? I wouldn't call it depressed, it's not like ( Read more... )

I've been annoyed all week long and at several things to boot. First off people annoy me. I'm sick and tired of the whining and the complaining (which is somewhat ironic as I rant here) of other people. Nothing's ever good enough, expectations aren't being met, constantly whining about their own situation loudly. It's just stupid. No one cares ( Read more... )

Been a tough few days emotionally mostly due to a personal conflict. Unfortunately this stems from idiots in my life that I really need to find a way to filter out. Missed her more than usual this weekend and even moreso today. Other than just wishing I could be with her I had to deal with idiotic "advice" as well as just some poor practices in ( Read more... )

Been a while...so much has gone on and I've been so busy I just never made the time. A lot's happened in the past few months and pretty much all of it's been good. I've been in my house pretty much a year now and it's great. Got the tasteful bachelor pad set up: keg fridge, pool table, dart board, sports lounge in the garage, jacuzzi, etc. Next ( Read more... )

Well. Well well well. Let me start by saying I'm proud of myself for taking a chance. I did something semi rediculous, but did it for the right reasons and come what may I can never take that away from myself. Sometimes it's not easy to go after what you really want because there are too many things that are in the way...but some things are just ( Read more... )

Almost done with a hectic first half of the year. Work's been a real monster since March and we're 3 days away from testing being done for a couple months. (As I write this I'm being informed that the customer wants to work Sunday as well...joy) On top of just working a ton of hours I'm now getting used to being a manager. This would include ( Read more... )

The last 24 have proved to be very interesting. Frustrating as well. I'm at a crossroads of sorts with my career. I'm slightly unhappy at how things have been going lately and I need to determine a few things. I need to find out what the long term plan for me is. Either they're going to make good on their promises or they aren't. If they are then I ( Read more... )

Today has been a huge pile of shit so far. I want to get off work and drown myself in whiskey. Lots of whiskey. Not because I need to, but because I WANT to. I should learn to never underestimate the power of dumb people. It would save me headaches. If I did that though they'd just find more ways to piss me off. I've been dealing with dumb people ( Read more... )

So I'll get out with the bad first and see if that helps my mood any. Work's pissing me off today. People not doing their jobs and expecting me to clean up their messes. I don't understand why big projects are assigned to people who can't handle them, only for me to get assigned the clean up duty when they screw up. Give it to me in the first place ( Read more... )

So I made a Facebook post this morning about not dealing with stupid people anymore. This may sound a little harsh, but dammit it needs to be done. I know too many people who are just plain dumb and do things to themselves that are retarded. If I slam my thumb with a hammer and it hurts, should I continue doing it? NO! DON'T BE STUPID ( Read more... )