Difficult
Been a tough few days emotionally mostly due to a personal conflict. Unfortunately this stems from idiots in my life that I really need to find a way to filter out. Missed her more than usual this weekend and even moreso today. Other than just wishing I could be with her I had to deal with idiotic "advice" as well as just some poor practices in general that both made me wish I had some backup as well as fueled my anger for idiots. I understand that people do things their own way and try not to unsolicitedly offer my opinion on how people decide to live their lives. Additionally I expect people to do the same, but that's not always the case. Andrew doesn't seem to understand how/why so many people seem to care what I'm doing and who I'm doing it with. I wish I could explain it to him, but I don't get it either.
Just wish I had her around because we're good at not dealing with people. We're also good at just saying screw it and going our own way. One of the only people I've known to do this and I could use that right now. I know nothing's set in stone, nor can I predict how things will end up, but 2 years needs to move fast. Not because I can't handle the pressure or the challenge, but because I can't wait to have that and more everyday as opposed to once a month.
Just wish I had her around because we're good at not dealing with people. We're also good at just saying screw it and going our own way. One of the only people I've known to do this and I could use that right now. I know nothing's set in stone, nor can I predict how things will end up, but 2 years needs to move fast. Not because I can't handle the pressure or the challenge, but because I can't wait to have that and more everyday as opposed to once a month.