Even though I didn't mean to, I finally burnt some bridges connecting me to a past I have mostly tried to move beyond. I was hoping to not burn them, but burnt they are
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Mostly, personal clashes. It wasn't sudden, it just wasn't something I ever talked to you about. Most everyone involved in the, as Sparkey put its, "major faggotry" saw this coming. I've kinda been butting heads with a few people more and more often over the past couple months. My ability to keep on keepin' on got worn down to the point where I wanted to just make BF disappear from my life without having to make the people I enjoy talking to all the time disappear with it
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We tolerate Telek, we tolerated Necrobile, we tolerate Phantomgrift, and you know what, all three of them are complete asshats. Just remember that there are a -lot- of people who won't like you later, and that too is okay.
Conflicting messages. You say you're an asshole, but the rest of that little bit there says you're nice.
Make like me, I mostly ignore people I don't care to talk to on BF, and still bum around the chat and the forums for the few people around who I enjoy talking to. It's why I'm still around there, really. That, and it's a great time waster, since my usual time waster, video games, costs more money than I head(IE, more expensive than free)
I also apologize for finally succumbing and exploiting the opportunity to treat you as you have treated me over the course of the past several months
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I removed many people from my friends list last night. It was a pruning I had planned to do for a while. The reason behind it was that I realized that, while we can talk about things, we are honestly not the closest of friends. You're an amazingly smart person who knows a lot about many things that I am interested in, but I have come to realize that I just don't feel close enough to you to feel justified in being involved in the personal issues you put in your LJ.
You know that I tried to let you become a bigger part of my life, and I truly appreciate all the things you have done for me. You gave me comfort in a time of my life when I desperately needed it. However, for reasons I will not say here, I came to realize that our personalities are too different for me to feel comfortable being that close to you.
You know that I tried to let you become a bigger part of my life
No, I would not have even begun to think this. Despite my best efforts, ever since the the wedding trip in July you have been abusive, argumentitive, mean, and hostile to me.
Since I did not see you display this behavior toward anyone else, and you rebuffed any effort I made to discuss it, I had resigned myself to being your whipping boy for reasons that still remain completely unknown to me.
My opening up to you at the wedding was my attempt. I rebuffed your efforts because I believed and still believe that it would do no good. However, if you ask me to explain myself, I will, even though I feel it to be against my better judgment to do so. I will not explain where my hostility came from in a public setting. If you care to know, then contact me more privately.
We're both getting really bored with Internet and Computer culture, yet neither of us really have a whole lot to do away from our rigs.
Even 4chan isn't doing it for me anymore, what with /s/ has been pretty damn retarded lately. You're going to have to find some sort of hobby or something.
IRC = biggest time-waster ever. It's the reason I spent all of 15 minutes a night on homework last year (well not the only reason, there was RO too..). But I know what you need. You need a good MMORPG to consume your whole life ;). No, but seriously, music is good, how about some irl friends to hang out with (IMO, if you can find the right people to be friends with IRL friends will always be nicer to have than online friends, just because you can go hang out with them and stuff). I honestly don't know what I'd do with myself after I'm done with school, though..
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Internet is what people do because they don't have anything else to be doing it at any given time D:
WTF is the deal with the massive influx of anti-BF sentiment all of a sudden?
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We tolerate Telek, we tolerated Necrobile, we tolerate Phantomgrift, and you know what, all three of them are complete asshats. Just remember that there are a -lot- of people who won't like you later, and that too is okay.
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Make like me, I mostly ignore people I don't care to talk to on BF, and still bum around the chat and the forums for the few people around who I enjoy talking to. It's why I'm still around there, really. That, and it's a great time waster, since my usual time waster, video games, costs more money than I head(IE, more expensive than free)
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Welcome to your future.
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Find something to do away from your rig.
What faggotry is this?!
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You know that I tried to let you become a bigger part of my life, and I truly appreciate all the things you have done for me. You gave me comfort in a time of my life when I desperately needed it. However, for reasons I will not say here, I came to realize that our personalities are too different for me to feel comfortable being that close to you.
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No, I would not have even begun to think this. Despite my best efforts, ever since the the wedding trip in July you have been abusive, argumentitive, mean, and hostile to me.
Since I did not see you display this behavior toward anyone else, and you rebuffed any effort I made to discuss it, I had resigned myself to being your whipping boy for reasons that still remain completely unknown to me.
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We're both getting really bored with Internet and Computer culture, yet neither of us really have a whole lot to do away from our rigs.
Even 4chan isn't doing it for me anymore, what with /s/ has been pretty damn retarded lately. You're going to have to find some sort of hobby or something.
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