Even though I didn't mean to, I finally burnt some bridges connecting me to a past I have mostly tried to move beyond. I was hoping to not burn them, but burnt they are
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I also apologize for finally succumbing and exploiting the opportunity to treat you as you have treated me over the course of the past several months.
I do not apologize for being adamant in my belief that if you use a copyrighted organization name, and you invite your user group nearly exclusively from that organization, it is unreasonable for you to expect them to not speak of others they know from that organization nor the common interests that brought them to that organization to begin with. It is rather like signing up for a geometry class then being told "No math will be discussed in this classroom."
I see you have removed me from your friends list, and that is your right, especially if you have been "faking" liking me. But you have burned no bridges with me. Forgiveness, understanding, tolerance and above all rational understanding are the keys to coming closer to the goal of peace in our own lives. My door is still open.
On a different note you should know that Geas grew up with Exmoure and was simply asking after him. Also that we were talking about RPing in general. Geas even offered to do so in a whole different forum and I already have one lined up: http://www.jp-studios.com/forum/viewforum.php?f=6&sid=0a35382bcfb1f6ff2f920b48643c6408 if that was your complaint. So, we were banned for something that was not Battle-Forum related. Still, as you pointed out, it's your room. And if you want to associate it with something you dislike but do not own the copyright to (Exmoure does) drive on. I think your friends would come there even if you called it #palomar's_playhouse. We are your friends, we just all happened to meet in a place you don't want to go any more.
I removed many people from my friends list last night. It was a pruning I had planned to do for a while. The reason behind it was that I realized that, while we can talk about things, we are honestly not the closest of friends. You're an amazingly smart person who knows a lot about many things that I am interested in, but I have come to realize that I just don't feel close enough to you to feel justified in being involved in the personal issues you put in your LJ.
You know that I tried to let you become a bigger part of my life, and I truly appreciate all the things you have done for me. You gave me comfort in a time of my life when I desperately needed it. However, for reasons I will not say here, I came to realize that our personalities are too different for me to feel comfortable being that close to you.
You know that I tried to let you become a bigger part of my life
No, I would not have even begun to think this. Despite my best efforts, ever since the the wedding trip in July you have been abusive, argumentitive, mean, and hostile to me.
Since I did not see you display this behavior toward anyone else, and you rebuffed any effort I made to discuss it, I had resigned myself to being your whipping boy for reasons that still remain completely unknown to me.
My opening up to you at the wedding was my attempt. I rebuffed your efforts because I believed and still believe that it would do no good. However, if you ask me to explain myself, I will, even though I feel it to be against my better judgment to do so. I will not explain where my hostility came from in a public setting. If you care to know, then contact me more privately.
I do not apologize for being adamant in my belief that if you use a copyrighted organization name, and you invite your user group nearly exclusively from that organization, it is unreasonable for you to expect them to not speak of others they know from that organization nor the common interests that brought them to that organization to begin with. It is rather like signing up for a geometry class then being told "No math will be discussed in this classroom."
I see you have removed me from your friends list, and that is your right, especially if you have been "faking" liking me. But you have burned no bridges with me. Forgiveness, understanding, tolerance and above all rational understanding are the keys to coming closer to the goal of peace in our own lives. My door is still open.
On a different note you should know that Geas grew up with Exmoure and was simply asking after him. Also that we were talking about RPing in general. Geas even offered to do so in a whole different forum and I already have one lined up: http://www.jp-studios.com/forum/viewforum.php?f=6&sid=0a35382bcfb1f6ff2f920b48643c6408 if that was your complaint. So, we were banned for something that was not Battle-Forum related. Still, as you pointed out, it's your room. And if you want to associate it with something you dislike but do not own the copyright to (Exmoure does) drive on. I think your friends would come there even if you called it #palomar's_playhouse. We are your friends, we just all happened to meet in a place you don't want to go any more.
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You know that I tried to let you become a bigger part of my life, and I truly appreciate all the things you have done for me. You gave me comfort in a time of my life when I desperately needed it. However, for reasons I will not say here, I came to realize that our personalities are too different for me to feel comfortable being that close to you.
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No, I would not have even begun to think this. Despite my best efforts, ever since the the wedding trip in July you have been abusive, argumentitive, mean, and hostile to me.
Since I did not see you display this behavior toward anyone else, and you rebuffed any effort I made to discuss it, I had resigned myself to being your whipping boy for reasons that still remain completely unknown to me.
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