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Even though I didn't mean to, I finally burnt some bridges connecting me to a past I have mostly tried to move beyond. I was hoping to not burn them, but burnt they are.
I'm apologizing in general for how things developed, but the way everything happened is just a perfect example of why I felt the way I did to begin with.
If you are from the Battle Forum community, feel free to IM me. Just try to avoid talking about the forum. One disclaimer, though. I'm going to ignore most everything I've been taught about polite silence if it does get brought up. I've swallowed my opinions about many things for far too long, but I am willing to let them become forgotten as long as nobody asks me to express them.
I might need to get some weak ritalin pills to help me focus while I figure out what to do with all the extra free time I'll have now. IRC made me waste so much time, it's honestly pathetic. I think my friend Sean and I are in similar spots. We're both getting really bored with Internet and Computer culture, yet neither of us really have a whole lot to do away from our rigs.
I'm apologizing in general for how things developed, but the way everything happened is just a perfect example of why I felt the way I did to begin with.
If you are from the Battle Forum community, feel free to IM me. Just try to avoid talking about the forum. One disclaimer, though. I'm going to ignore most everything I've been taught about polite silence if it does get brought up. I've swallowed my opinions about many things for far too long, but I am willing to let them become forgotten as long as nobody asks me to express them.
I might need to get some weak ritalin pills to help me focus while I figure out what to do with all the extra free time I'll have now. IRC made me waste so much time, it's honestly pathetic. I think my friend Sean and I are in similar spots. We're both getting really bored with Internet and Computer culture, yet neither of us really have a whole lot to do away from our rigs.