Silence Shattered By My Loud, Mannish Laugh

[yukinoomoni]

Hello.

It's been quite a long time, hasn't it? How are you all? What's new? What have I missed? I hope nothing bad.

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[amelia_seyroon]

/BIG HUGS

If you ever wanna talk, I'm here to listen!

[yukinoomoni]

Holy SHIT.

I hope your lease holder didn't make you pay too much for breaking after such a sick thing happening. Are you okay? Holy shit holy shit.

May I also recommend a cane for self-defence? I'm being serious. I see people who walk with canes who don't need them - this is fashion, now? Apparently? - or perhaps they are like me and don't have their need for the cane obvious? Anyway, you could carry one of solid wood. I have one, and it's durable, long-reaching, and under thirty bucks (CDND). I have used it on people (friends?) but not as hard as I could (and I'm wussy) and apparently it causes pain and confusion. So I also recommend this.

My stupid suburb is getting volatile too. Someone smashed in the front window of the local convenience store and stole cash and lotto tickets, but the alarms and the cameras woke the owners, who called the cops. The guy was caught the next day. Wear a ski-mask next time, robber guy! I hope your evil dude gets caught and stepped on. Preferably Monty-Python style.

[yukinoomoni]

I started to cry when I read your injuries. Couldn't help it. It's the benefit of having emotions, a bleeding vagina, and wanting to destroy the person who did it. Did they get caught? Oh dog, this fucking world. It's exact what I'm afraid of, these things. I wish I could protect you (all of you). I wish I could box you all up. ;.; I hope you aren't broken

[toomomforyou]

As weird as it may sound, I dont believe you will ever leave without saying goodbye. So I'm not worried about your offline-ness.

As for me, I'm getting plastic surgery done in exactly 2 weeks. I'm nervous but happy at the same time. After, I'll seriously consider getting a permanent non-reversible birthcontrol procedure (Essure).

[yukinoomoni]

Wait, you're getting the vaginal mesh or the vaginal ring? do not do this! Don't you have a history of blood-clots? That could kill you, what are they thinking???

Or am I missing something? What is Essure?

BUT I'm glad you are finally getting something done (unless it's the one I'm thinking of? More details pls) because it's been years and you've earned it. I know you also thought about having more kids, so I guess you must feel kinda shitty about that? Well, don't. Edmond is a super kid, and I'm sure you will have your hands full once he becomes a human and you are friends (lol is it mean for me to hope your kid is gay? I hope not. Cause I do.) and can go bar-hopping =D

[toomomforyou]

yo!!

Essure is a procedure similar to getting your tubes tied, minus the invasine surgery. The thing is done via the "natural canals", ie VAGINA, while the old tube-tying implies some punctures in the stomach. I first need to find a doctor qualified with the Essure technique so....
Essure doesn't imply any hormones! Maybe you should check it out too!
essure.ca

I'm not feeling as shitty anymore about not getting a bigger family. Actually, I LOVE the fact I dont have to share my parenting time between 2 kids. Me and Edmond are very close: at bedtime, we lay together and we chat a little bit :) This moment is very special and I'm glad I have all my time for him.

p.s I hope he turns gay too ;)

[resonant]

*hugs hugs hugs*

[ljlee]

This reminds me that I really should make provisions for updates if something were to happen to me. I've been disappearing during periods of busyness, too, and I know I worried at least one of my online friends when I was unresponsive to her messages. I am so sorry about your loss--the senselessness of death is just terrifying, and makes the grief even worse. Be kind to yourself, and sometimes it's good to hide away while the wound scabs over

[yukinoomoni]

True. I did find out yesterday that writing it all out - just the process of it - was very soothing and helpful. And easy. So I plan on trying to write before I take a sock off, which since last night has worked.

Your life is so busy, and you work so hard online, too, from last I checked! I have no clue how you do it all (cloning? magic? slavery? =P) but I am happy you do it. Now that Korra is on DVD, I really hope that it will give me new vigour to work on fanfic again. Or maybe I could watch all four sets... hm...

Damn. I just looked over my ff.net profile. Have I really not written in so long? And hey, I never did finish that second long fanfic project for the Mai/Zuko big bang community. Ugh. I loved that story. I want the rest finished!

Pffft. I'm so sad =D

[ljlee]

My army of monkeys with typewriters would like to thank you for your high opinion of their productivity. Though really, my current frenzy of LJ activity is more pent-up frustration than anything, from the period of real-life-enforced silence. Private and public writing are both freeing in their different ways, and a part of me just can't seem to function without going on a giant rant in public every once in a while.

I've written a few pieces of LoK fanfic, and want to write at least one more. I should probably get it done before Book 2 comes out, since it's a (critical) parody of Book 1. You should totally get back in the fanfic writing groove, too, if original writing and real life allow it.