This is my notice of resignation from LiVEJOURNAL. I am done with it, among other things in my life. After Wednesday I will be out of school, out of work, out of cyberspace, and out of quite a few lives. I do not plan on deleting my account, mostly because it does provide a few vital records for myself, a way to keep up with your lives, as well as ( Read more... )

it was one of those things where you think about it, shake your head, but smile.

and i am tired. yes, long night.

i'm crossing fingers that i don't regret it later. because regretting it later would entail so many things. that i don't want.

note to self: if you say no and don't mean it, you're not saying no.

"It'll show your mind that ( Read more... )

i tried to feel something, but i couldn't. i wanted to feel something, but i didn't. i watched that show and it was not a part of me. i was not a part of it. fiesta bowl day, i wasn't happy or excited or nervous. i cried for hours because that one moment i was waiting for i knew i would never get. and i didn't even sacrifice it willingly. it was ( Read more... )

i am done. done with so many things. done with school. done with work. done with loose ends that somewhere still do hurt a tiny bit. done with giant love triangles (or tetrahedrons) that always end up with everyone's feelings getting hurt. done with waiting for things that aren't going to happen by sheer will power. done with being weak. done with ( Read more... )

Sarah ( Read more... )

i remember a book i used to love as a kid ( Read more... )

today was the funeral for my second cousin's baby. see, they found out within the first trimester that the baby did not have lungs. but she had to carry it all nine months, knowing all along it would never be alive. now, we all know i am not one for babies and all, but that breaks my heart. how could you go nine months, knowing full well that what ( Read more... )

right now i do not have the time or energy to talk. in general. i have too many things on my plate. too many worries, too many concerns, too many things that i need to get through before i can worry about anything else ( Read more... )

i knew that things would be tough. and hard to explain. but i didn't expect such consequences. my computer? my car? it's not like i said i am dropping out of high school or that i am knocked up ( Read more... )

i had a horrible night last night. i came home so terribly depressed. but after some long-winded venting and maybe even some tears (i said maybe. just maybe.) i decided i didn't have to settle for "practicality and an unfulfilled life". and so i changed my major ( Read more... )