so all day yesterday i wasnt in a good mood. me and Judy left a situation unsolved thursday. we finaly got a moment to talk about it last night. and things are better now. we talked about soe other things and i told her to get back to the basics of life to help her wit things. (lots of stress and stuff) and i brought up ants. in BCT i would go out ( Read more... )

so today is not a good day. in act tis week has not bin a good week at all. i went to the ENT monday, they cartarized the vains in my nose i had ruptured, than i went to the doc yesterday. he looked at my knees again. i cant run again... for a long time. he said the knee thing is permanent. it will neer get better. even with sergury they cant do ( Read more... )

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so it's 7:10AM and i got a text last night from my friend from basic. his name is florse. and he is in Ft Hood right now. thats where they are deploying people from. so he is leaving to Iraq next month. i gave him my e-mail and everything and he is going to keep me updated. i'll share some of his stuff on here (if it's ok with him) and i would like ( Read more... )

well last night laying in bed. i had a moment. just a moment to think and pray. i had the opertunity o build off of what i had already. i realized a few things. i stoped thinking about me. and started looking inside. i love her more thna i thought posible. i would do anything to make her happy, anything to take her mind off of things at home, i'd ( Read more... )

so me and judy are going great. me and hannah have stoped talking wouldent sipprise me if she glances at my post every now and than. just to see if i regret breaking up with her yet. and i dont. im so glad me and her are over. it's what i needed. it really was. kinda like hitting the reset button for me. i dont have to worry about someone 3 1/2 ( Read more... )

ok hannah good ridance. im tierd of playing this game. i post what i post in friends for a reason. not for you to go post them everywhere. so im done. im done trying to even be friends, im done trying to give you an oppertunity to forgive me, honestly now after your last post i just dont care. the only one in your family that has shown me any kind ( Read more... )

hello everyone. i am home and safe. call or e-mailme as you have time. imleaving for my dads for a day tomarrow and will be back saterday eavening. but still call/e-mail/viset me. im home. and im alright. sorry if this seams a little emotionless... thats because it is. because ive bin up for a long long time... and time difference, weather change, ( Read more... )

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