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well last night laying in bed. i had a moment. just a moment to think and pray. i had the opertunity o build off of what i had already. i realized a few things. i stoped thinking about me. and started looking inside. i love her more thna i thought posible. i would do anything to make her happy, anything to take her mind off of things at home, i'd do anything for her. my emotions for her are stronger than ever, and they keep getting stronger every day, i cant show her, i cant tell her, how much i care. i can only try. the other day i broke down in tears thinking about what i would o if i were to loose her. i honestly couldent take it, i was shaking and trying not to cry and all. so much so it hurt me. she is always there when i need her. and i love her so very much, more than she could ever know.