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lonely. i just found a synonym for it on microsoft word and one of them was "without a friend in the world". i guess that it what it feels like. but somehow and luckily, some things make that feeling go away. for me, one of those things is writing. that's why i love journals and notebooks so much. from writing here to attempting to write a song, it ( Read more... )

day after thanksgiving, wow. today was the first time that i have ever gone to a black friday and it was quite the adventure. we went for the midnight madness at the outlets from 12 to 7:30 in the morning, dark to daylight. there were so many good deals. no wonder so many people go and wait line to get into a store. i even got a discount on my ( Read more... )

almost thanksgiving! then they're gonna start playing christmas music on the radio stations. i can't believe it's already the holidays, but the pretty christmas lights in santana row remind me that they're here. that means it almost birthday time too! idk what to do yet though.

twilight! i love love loooved it! even though people think it doesn't go ( Read more... )

stayed home from school today cuz i needed to get better from being sick. i did get better so i'm well enough to go tomorrow. my voice isn't completely back yet, but it's getting there. ahhh locks of love tomorrow! hello short hair. some of my friends have been telling me to chicken out of it, which made me scared that short hair wouldn't look good ( Read more... )

before i go on with this, i need to get this out: what happened last year really hurt me and all those feelings came back to today when i saw that text. i'm sorry, i just could not help it. i tried to tell myself that "oh, this isn't gonna upset me", but it did. that's what happened last year too. i told myself that you seeing her on christmas eve ( Read more... )

the sun was out all weekend! it was great. i like the cold weather. oo so today, i played musical chairs and owned hehe. it was at a baptism after party at jollibee and it was fun. i didn't wanna play at first, but my little brother made me. i hafta admit that i got dizzy circling around the chairs, but it was exciting cuz music was playing while ( Read more... )

the sun's been out lately and it's been awesome. not too hot and not too cold. too bad there's a storm coming our way though. but hey, it's the season. christmas decorations are getting set up early this year. it's not even thanksgiving yet and my artificial christmas tree is up with ornaments, we're listening to christmas music in the car, the ( Read more... )

i should really get going to sleep soon, but hey, update. i had a good halloween. i just spent it at valley fair and santana row. it was really relaxing and it was fun seeing all the little kids in their costumes trick-or-treating in the mall. we even got candy when we were in sanrio. speaking of sanrio, i was hello kitty for halloween and today is ( Read more... )

this night didn't turn out the way i wanted it to be. and at the end of the day, i gotta say that's life. i pictured tonight as being a time for me to relax and read my magazines from the philippines, but that didn't work out too well cuz i can't even find the one that i wanted to read now. i had it earlier today and now i can't even find it. it ( Read more... )