twilight zone
lonely. i just found a synonym for it on microsoft word and one of them was "without a friend in the world". i guess that it what it feels like. but somehow and luckily, some things make that feeling go away. for me, one of those things is writing. that's why i love journals and notebooks so much. from writing here to attempting to write a song, it filters out how i feel and lays them out on paper. i guess with some more practice, i'll get better at translating my emotions into music and lyrics. love that movie by the way.
i've been taking a lot of pictures over the past few days and having fun looking at other people's photostreams on flickr. i searched rob pattinson and kristen stewart of twilight and found some GORGEOUS pictures of them. i literally gasped of joy when i found them. this is one of my favorites: http://www.flickr.com/photos/under_wings/3056692195/. oh and this one too: http://www.flickr.com/photos/under_wings/3056691983/. i really wanna go see that movie again despite the sayings of how horrible the acting is or how it didn't capture all of the book's essence. i just think that there's so much bad in the world now like the economy that there's no need to waste time criticizing and diminshing movies that aren't all bad. but then again, that's only an opinion or i'm no movie expert at all or both.
i want a hug. even random hugs get me all high spirited. i kinda wish people at school did that more. like when someone is having a bad day, just go up to them and hug them. i think i'll do that or i'll be the one to do that. since they might not feel comfortable talking to me about what happened, the least i can do is give them a hug. i'll make a sign that says "hug hugs<3" cuz i never understood the whole "free hugs" thing, not that there's anything wrong with that. gahh, i feel like i'm gonna be criticize for that i say. oh well, like meryl streep said, "acting [or in my case singing and writing", is very satisfying if you can manage to not have your feelings hurt when they don't like you" (entertainment weekly, 12/5/08).
music: my passion, expression, fashion<3