but that is not at all how i now feel about sianna ( Read more... )

and i do. while a journal is supposed to be for you to get out your thoughts, i think that in the context of livejournal, where you have an audience, you should be writing for them to some extent. so i propose the following for myself. i will share a piece of writing, information, or visual expression every time i do this so that my "audience" has ( Read more... )

frisbee, briefs, yoga. it'll be a good fall
go and make peace with the world

i just downloaded this client for livejournal which allows me to do everything offline. its nice. my back is being looked at on tuesday, but i am starting to think that no soccer might not be so bad because now i get to play ultimate. i love the way things are going with sianna. she seems to always make everything better, even if whats wrong has to ( Read more... )

okay so last night's dream was very odd as well. i was in a very large and open modern art museum with white walls, light hardwood floors, and super high ceilings where hung the biggest mobiles ever, they were made out of curved blue glass. There were DaVinci artifacts on display but i was running around trying to find sianna because i had lost her ( Read more... )

im still in greece and it is very very hot. i walk to everywhere and i decided that i would count my steps to the internet cafe. i counted 1,634 steps and then i sat down at the computer and realized how insane i am becoming. i have been going to the beach every every day and while its loads of fun, things seem to be lacking a ceratin.... HOME. i ( Read more... )

quite the lovely dinner just now, the view is incredible from the cliffs of le beaucet. the little splinters of light from carpentras glitter through the darkness and the deep crimson of a bleeding sunset provides the perfect backdrop for the entire scene. i wish everyone could see what i see ( Read more... )

this trip i passing so slowly i can almost feel the sand paper edges of time dragging against every inch of me. i have been the quietest i have ever been in this past week. i still can't belive it's only been a week. mr. fuji (the only cat i truly love) is still alive and well, and sitting right next to me. everyone i'm staying with is being very ( Read more... )

okay well. i am slightly torn. i am getting mixed messages in my brain as to what to think. im happy that sianna doesnt miss me anymore, but slightly disappointed in a way.
well, i suppose i should get to work on the not missing thing. i must enjoy the rest of my trip to the utmost extent.

the wine here is unbelievable. though i am not feeling so myself. i sense a lack of communication with the world. while this has never bothered me, nor been present, before, i am not surprised by it. this is the first time i actually have something to miss. the first time i have somewhere id rather be, or rather someone id rather be with. because ( Read more... )