i feel as if livejournal is becoming uninteresting for the readers
and i do. while a journal is supposed to be for you to get out your thoughts, i think that in the context of livejournal, where you have an audience, you should be writing for them to some extent. so i propose the following for myself. i will share a piece of writing, information, or visual expression every time i do this so that my "audience" has something to read and not just a boring little excerpt from my insignificant little day.
sooo. i found this in the mail. i'm not sure when i wrote it, but i know i did.
if only
if only she knew the way that i felt,
if only there were something i could say.
if only my dreams were as real as they felt,
if only the feeling would stay.
if only the world would stop spinning for now
so that i could work all this stuff through.
but time stops for no one, i've realized that.
if only i'd stop loving you.
-me
i am actually completely unsure as to when i wrote this or who i wrote this about.
but if i had to guess it would be that i wrote it during a week in april when things weren't going so well with my current relationship. i am such a depressing person on paper sometimes.
sooo. i found this in the mail. i'm not sure when i wrote it, but i know i did.
if only
if only she knew the way that i felt,
if only there were something i could say.
if only my dreams were as real as they felt,
if only the feeling would stay.
if only the world would stop spinning for now
so that i could work all this stuff through.
but time stops for no one, i've realized that.
if only i'd stop loving you.
-me
i am actually completely unsure as to when i wrote this or who i wrote this about.
but if i had to guess it would be that i wrote it during a week in april when things weren't going so well with my current relationship. i am such a depressing person on paper sometimes.