7 days left.... can't wait.

alright so i haven't written in this in a long time. me and devin broke up, and i've found someone that i really get along with. me and jody! we never fight, we are practically the same person and we get along so damn well. i just got back from camping with my family and him and his brother. we got certified for diving and we went to blue grotto ( Read more... )

well me and devin split up. it makes me so fucking unhappy and i feel like shit all day long now, we needed this though, we need to both get our lives straightened out before we even start to think about a house, a baby, anything. we are getting back together, he promised me that, and he is a man of his word. i just don't know how i'm gonna handle ( Read more... )

god damn, i'm pissed off. i've had a really shitty day. today was me and devin's 2 month... wooohoooo... big deal right? well i'm madly in love with him, and i hate going a day without him, and i really wanted to see him today, but he was bein mean and had to go stay the day with randy....then to top it off, my fucking parents are fucking retarted ( Read more... )

This is my smokin' song
It ain't very long, but guaranteed to get the job done
Smoke one, what the fuck you waitin' on
Get high, I'd love to blaze you high as the sky
But it get hot, Wyte how hot, So hot ya brain about to fry

This is my smokin' song
It ain't very long, but guaranteed to get the job done
Smoke one, what the fuck you waitin' on
Get high, I' ( Read more... )

OMGOSH! one of my really close friends just got in a car accident. i mean he is okay and everything but still, he fucking rolled and flipped his car! HE COULDA DIED! i'm so sketched out now about people ridin up on my ass when i'm drivin. things between me and devin are going a hell of a lot better. we're not fighting near as much, lol i swear we ( Read more... )

took 3 hydro codine and smoke a fuckin lot of mary fuckin jane! i love life! me and devin are dating and i'm really happy. jesse is supposed to be going out with this natalie girl or somethin. i kind of miss hanging out with jesse, but i know that us not being together is for the best. i'm proud to say that i am on my 6th day of being cigarette ( Read more... )

HAPPY 420 EVERYONE! damn, spent all day smoking weed, that is all we do in this damned town for sure. but hell whatever, i'd rather get stoned than do coke, or ecstacy, or herion or any other kind of drug out there man!

but it sure does feel good to be single. i do feel bad and kind of miss jesse, but still i know this is for the better, i'm too ( Read more... )

man i haven't updated this thing in sooooooooooo incredibly long, not sure how long, but so long. yeah so went to rehab for cocaine, pot, and alcohol abuse, cutting myself, suicidal thoughts/attempts, and major depression/bipolar disorder. i am comfortable sharing that because i don't really give a fuck what you think bitches!!! i have been a lot ( Read more... )

not sure what the deal is today. kind of out of everything. i can't pay attention and hold my focus there for more than a few minutes. i have no emotions and i feel so blah. i dunno what is going on. focus by the sea was fun, i did some stuff that i wanted to do. but now i'm happy being back at home.i don't really want to write anymore so i'll ( Read more... )