took 3 hydro codine and smoke a fuckin lot of mary fuckin jane! i love life! me and devin are dating and i'm really happy. jesse is supposed to be going out with this natalie girl or somethin. i kind of miss hanging out with jesse, but i know that us not being together is for the best. i'm proud to say that i am on my 6th day of being cigarette free!!!!!!!!! i am so incredibly proud of myself. lol.
YAY! lol. i can't believe that i actually got to date devin. i thought he was so far out of my league! but evidently i wasn't, i'm so happy though. he's like my best friend, we get along so well! lol! but yeah this is all really new to me. i am getting more popular and i'm not so depressed all the time. sarah still wants to kill me, but i can't really do anything about that so whatever. i miss hangin out with eric and meagan! they were so fun, and meagan was such a sweetheart! i am also proud to say that i am cocaine free! i'm really happy, cause that almost overdose sucked ass.... lol. i always get a little too overboard with my drug abuse, that is really not a good thing, but i am off for now, i'll write more later.
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