FUCKING-AYE
god damn, i'm pissed off. i've had a really shitty day. today was me and devin's 2 month... wooohoooo... big deal right? well i'm madly in love with him, and i hate going a day without him, and i really wanted to see him today, but he was bein mean and had to go stay the day with randy....then to top it off, my fucking parents are fucking retarted, they wont let me go stay the night out, they wont let me do anything, for no fucking reason. my mom was talking shit to me and my dad is a baby that can't fucking do anything himself. they need to realize that they have 3 kids to take care of and they need to grow the fuck up. i hate this bullshit... i want today to just vanish, i hate living here. right now i'm looking at a 2 bedroom 3 bathroom apartment for me and devin, we need to find a roommate though to split bills with. i don't know, i'm so stressed out. after punching that window through i'm starting to see a way to relieve stress..... punching through shit. but i haven't decided what to punch through next.... maybe my moms face. everything is pissing me off today..... EVERYTHING. it's like i can't do anything right. shit happens again and again. my brother thinks he can come in my room and touch anything, i don't think so, he thinks that he can get on MY computer, talk to MY friends, fuck with MY files, delete MY songs, videos, pictures and written documents, thinks he can change MY background, change MY cursors, and to top it all off.... HE TELLS ME I NEED TO STOP SMOKING POT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! no one will ever tell me that..... fuck that, i will smoke weed until the day i die..... fuck what everyone else thinks. then to top things off even better.... my sister is coming into town..... my mom needs to go rot in hell, so does everyone else..... today sucks, i'm taking my seroquel then i'm going to sleep, i hope i don't wake up in the morning, maybe that will make everything better.