It's so hard to look up anymore, being stuck in this house. My  life is already ruined, I don't get why I need to continue  it, honestly. My parents are killing themselves with drugs and alcohol, leaving their tremendous debts to me. They won't get out of bed all day, I don't think they've seen the sun in  weeks. I haven't had a real conversation  ( Read more... )

i miss health ledger.

 hopefully this goodluck will never run out.

 i wish things always happened the way i anticipated them.

 mind games.

i think you're looking for me, but you've already found me.
you don't think it's possible because it's never worked before.

you can't hide that.

 it makes me so aggravated when you never ask anything from someone, and when you do, they blow it off ( Read more... )

 how many times will i find you?
and then loose you?
i've searched my entire life.

i am so confused.

 what the fuck is wrong with everyone?
seriously.