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it makes me so aggravated when you never ask anything from someone, and when you do, they blow it off.
i just want to find someone, who will sit and make future plans, even if not completely serious, just a reassurance they'll always be there. i want someone who WILL always be there. someone who won't get bored of me, when all i want to do is lay in bed and watch movies, or read books. someone talented that i can brag about. someone to support my habits, and then support me after i'm trying to get over them, who will love completely everything about me. someone to finish my sentences and give me foot rubs. to spoil the shit out of me, i'm tired of spoiling right now. i want them to live close and make each other our only lives. a tall and lanky boy, who i can climb on their shoulders and feel on top of the world. i want someone who wants to actually go out an do things, like traveling, or the zoo. someone with goals, and life plans, that both include me in them. i don't want anyone who is like me in anyway, besides how well out personalities compliment each other. i get jealous but i don't want to have reasons to. i want to be completely comfortable around them at all times, and feel like a piece of me is missing when they're gone. a brunette whose eyes are a deep indigo, but when i look into them, they're as deep as the sea. physical contact is a big thing for me, so we must always be touching, and using each other like a satelite, positioning ourselves when one of us move. i want to be able to do cool things with them, and someone to announce both of our names in the same sentence always. perhaps this is why i don't get what i want, because this guy doesn't exist.
i just want to find someone, who will sit and make future plans, even if not completely serious, just a reassurance they'll always be there. i want someone who WILL always be there. someone who won't get bored of me, when all i want to do is lay in bed and watch movies, or read books. someone talented that i can brag about. someone to support my habits, and then support me after i'm trying to get over them, who will love completely everything about me. someone to finish my sentences and give me foot rubs. to spoil the shit out of me, i'm tired of spoiling right now. i want them to live close and make each other our only lives. a tall and lanky boy, who i can climb on their shoulders and feel on top of the world. i want someone who wants to actually go out an do things, like traveling, or the zoo. someone with goals, and life plans, that both include me in them. i don't want anyone who is like me in anyway, besides how well out personalities compliment each other. i get jealous but i don't want to have reasons to. i want to be completely comfortable around them at all times, and feel like a piece of me is missing when they're gone. a brunette whose eyes are a deep indigo, but when i look into them, they're as deep as the sea. physical contact is a big thing for me, so we must always be touching, and using each other like a satelite, positioning ourselves when one of us move. i want to be able to do cool things with them, and someone to announce both of our names in the same sentence always. perhaps this is why i don't get what i want, because this guy doesn't exist.