im so tired but my eyes are fighting to stay open and i really dont know why... my minds just been playing tricks on me the past couple of days and ive been thinking quite alot ... i even wrote a poem... thats unusal for me ... well anyways it was really good... it explained alot ... i kinda mapped out whats happened to me in the duration of like ( Read more... )

wow, did i feel quite speical today ... like i actually had friends and my life had some kinda meaning ... what ?!yeah i know crazy thoguht right ... well anyways.. its so cool when ppl actually call you and verbally hand you out the itinerary for the night ... i love when someone gives me plans and doesnt just randomly ask me to hang out and then ( Read more... )

ahh ... february 23rd... i should have been able to sleep late this morning, but due to the stupidity of massapequa school districts i had to wake up. and extra early for a student advisory meeting.. ureghh ( Read more... )

today was an ordinary day ... but i realized how much i love art ! which is a plus... <3 ( Read more... )

i figured that im gonna put a real good update on here... well probably not good, but at least more interesting then the last 5. well... here it goes...i dont understand myself, im such an odd person... (( im on the topic of relationships by the way ))... when i like someone .. i have such a hard time showing it, and i dont understand why, its like ( Read more... )

im always so effin left out.

wow am i tired hehe ... yesterday was carolyns sweet 16 and it was fun =P i love sweet 16s ... yes i am one of those <3... and i was on a candle ! candles are awesome dude ( Read more... )

everytime i go shopping for dresses i always come home with the same style... why is that ( Read more... )

wow try outs td were extremely ridiculous and as i walked out i was like wow i suck at life ( Read more... )

im tired ( Read more... )