"Listen up, maggots. You are not special. You are not a beautiful or unique snowflake. You're the same decaying organic material as everything else." - fight club.

run away ( Read more... )

i guess ill never understand some people ( Read more... )

this friday.. the 15th
graduation party
my house
HOLLA

my boyfriend. alot.
i can't wait til the 20th

2 more days left of school
and i graduate in a week
what in the hell am i going
to do with myself.
drink until i get sick of it
go to the beach everyday
work everyday
nothing really to look foward to.

so, it happened. i knew it was going to but i didnt want to believe it. he moved to florida, saying bye was soo hard. i just didnt want to leave. =[ hes suppose to come back in 3 weeks and stay a week, but ill believe that when i see it. its funny how my mom only wants to buy me stuff when im sad, like thats suppose to make me happy or something? ( Read more... )

why does everything have to be so god damn complicated in my life. 
nothing good lasts forever, never forget that.
but at the same time, nothing bad last forever either.
ill get back on my horse.

you know what i miss. i miss the good ol' days, the beginning of this year. everyone always together, happy, no drama. now a days, no one hangs out anymore, everyones changed, its senior everyones leaving for college, doing their own things. yes yes, my bestfriend is leaving me. =[ i should have believed it when they said your best friends in ( Read more... )

so, im sick., i went to the doctor he gave me pain medicine and antibiotics and said to come back if it doesnt get better. well, it hasnt its just gotten worse. i dont have an appetite ive lost 10 pounds in 3 days, i cant take a shower without blacking out, and i dont want to do anything but sleep. and im really scared. just pray i dont have cancer ( Read more... )

got my besty (back) haha
got my boyfrienddd
got my family.
got all i need.

SPRING BREAK '07!!!!
i'm trying to go camping
whos down ? =]