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so, im sick., i went to the doctor he gave me pain medicine and antibiotics and said to come back if it doesnt get better. well, it hasnt its just gotten worse. i dont have an appetite ive lost 10 pounds in 3 days, i cant take a shower without blacking out, and i dont want to do anything but sleep. and im really scared. just pray i dont have cancer. please god dont let me have cancer because i havnt even put a dent in my "things to do before i die" list. maybe i am overreacting a little, but in situations like this idont think theres time not to worry. but as my theory goes, if i die of cancer then ill be fine with it, because god wanted me to.
i really just want to finish highschool and graduate. =[
i really just want to finish highschool and graduate. =[