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[xxjsudds]

you know what i miss. i miss the good ol' days, the beginning of this year. everyone always together, happy, no drama. now a days, no one hangs out anymore, everyones changed, its senior everyones leaving for college, doing their own things. yes yes, my bestfriend is leaving me. =[ i should have believed it when they said your best friends in highschool wont be your best friends forever. and its really sad to think about, because i've known these people all my life, and probably wont talk to most of them within the next 5 years. schools almost over, and its time to get serious. its just amazing how much you learn everyday about life, the real world. and how much you realize you cant depend on anyone to be there, all you got in this life is yourself, so make sure you stay true to who you are.

things to look foward to:
prom
graduation
SUMMER!
tcc =/

things i want to do this summer:
go somewhere out of the country
go to lake gaston.. 4 times
go camping at nags head or obx
go to the beach everyday im not working
throw a party at my house
get a tattoo
make a scarpbook
clean my room.. CLEAN CLEAN
move into the spare room
get my shit straight
find a new job, that pays well
think positive
learn how to surf
go sky diving
go to BG and KD
take a roadtrip
set off 20 fire works at once
go canoeing
make my parents proud
grow 3 inches
make running in the morning a routine
sleep at the beach
give a homeless person 20 dollars
meet lots of new people
invent a new hot sauce
read lots of books
live life and love it.