*Deep breath* okay, Derrek, I am going to try my hardest to lay back and trust you, that you wont hurt me and your feelings dont change. that you will always be there for me through thick and thin. That is very hard for me to do becasue of my past experances, and you know that, hopefully. I am handing you ALL of my heard and more, please, i beg you ( Read more... )

Okay, well, today i have had a GOOOOOOOOOOOOD day!

I GOT NIMROD! THE LAST GREEN DAY ALBUM I DIDNT HAVE!!!

OH MY GOD. I HAVE IT! I HAVE IT! I HAVE IT! I HAVE IT! me happy. :-D

Other wise. today was good. Bob wrote me a note last night when he couldnt sleep and gave it to me in school and it said "P.S. Words cant express the depth of my love for ( Read more... )

I have something else to say that i forgot to put. You know, i have never had  this feeling, the feeling of all i need is ONE person, that i dont need ANYONE else. like, that i could run away with that one person and not look back twice. and that person i have been feeling it about is bob.

I have been thinking a lot. I dunno. I mean bob is depressed a lot and that makes me sad. but like, if he truely loved me then would he be happy more? i dunno, maybe not, maybe he does. all people are different. i just know i try not to get depressed and when i am about to i try and think of him, and sometimes that will make me happy. i mean, i ( Read more... )

So... yeah. last saturday Bob came over.. heh.. fun day ;-). lol. on Monday i am pretty sure bob wasn't there. man, last week seemed to last for forever, but like on monday i am pretty sure he wasn't there sand his friend even told him i was lonely so he came to school on tuesday and for the rest of the week. and he was still kind of sick. on ( Read more... )

So.. yeah. i have been doing great man. Bob is awesome. i went to homecomming with him. very VERY good night. and the sunday before that we went to the fair and dixiland. OMG. He makes me happy to unbeliviable extents. I love him man. he didnt go to school on thursday or friday. and without him i was how i used to be, depressed all the time and at ( Read more... )

Oh my god. Bob asked me out last night :-D i was talking to him on the phone and he was talkimg about him being old school like with the way he talks and with the music he listens to and how he talks. and then later on in the convo he was like "This is an example of me ebing old school. Will you be my girl?" and i was like "is that a proposal?" and ( Read more... )

Omg, i wrote a whole netry and it dissipeared. first off, i broke up with Nick becasue i would have hurt him more and more becasue i figured out i like bob. and i couldnt deal with myself hurting nick a lot. and then like i didnt know i like bob and i figured it out. Jakey and James kept on tellng me i did becasue i talked about him all the time ( Read more... )

Hmm..Okay at the movies yesterday.. woo. okay when i got there james was already there. and we went to the dollar theater next to it and bought some insecne and some candy sticks. and then i was sitting against the glass waiting for the movie to get started and this dude drove by and he was playing papa roach really loud and he got out of his car. ( Read more... )

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