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*Deep breath* okay, Derrek, I am going to try my hardest to lay back and trust you, that you wont hurt me and your feelings dont change. that you will always be there for me through thick and thin. That is very hard for me to do becasue of my past experances, and you know that, hopefully. I am handing you ALL of my heard and more, please, i beg you please, dont let me down or throw it away. I dont want to scare you away, you are my baby, i love you so much. I have never trusted anyone enough to hand them my heart, dont make me regret it. you are the only one i have cared about this much. you are the only one that has cared about me this much and showed it. you are the only one that is there for me and actully loves me. you are the only one that makes me feel like this. you are my only one.