Howdy Peoples
So... yeah. last saturday Bob came over.. heh.. fun day ;-). lol. on Monday i am pretty sure bob wasn't there. man, last week seemed to last for forever, but like on monday i am pretty sure he wasn't there sand his friend even told him i was lonely so he came to school on tuesday and for the rest of the week. and he was still kind of sick. on thursday and last night he was kind of depressed. but when we got off the phone last night he didnt seem to depressed :). and also i was falling asleep on the phone. heh. but like he told me last night that when he gets pissed he cant garentee my saftey. and then later on he said if he gets pissed and i piss him off more then he cant garenttee my safty then. and i took that is he might hit me. and if he ever did, no matter how much i love him, i couldnt go on with the relationship. i will NEVER turn into my mom. ever. i refuse to. if i do, i will kill myself. well, to other HAPPY maters. I might see bob today :-D we might go to the dollar theater today and hang out and watch some movies but there is some kinks in it. but i hope it works out. I love him so much, I dont know what i would do if i lost him. I have trouble showing how much i care becasue i am shy, and i hate being shy.
and on friday night i went to the football game with JC and Bobby and Latriace and chris. man, i dont know if that was good or bad. JC saw Khiry. BIG mistake. when she first saw him she was shakeing and after the game she went to him and said "Khiry?" and he said "WHAT?!" and she said "d..do me a favor.. c..call me" and he walked away and when she turned around she started crying. but otherwise it was okay. her and bobby were hugging and stuff, i was there alone, and latrice and chris were on each other, i was there alone. lol. and i put my books behind a trash can and when i went to go get them i was comming down the hill and like bobby and JC started kissing and i was looking to each side like "uhhh... uhhhhhhhh....." and lactirce started laughing at me saying that i didnt know wich way to go. yeah. fun times. i have more to say but i dont think JC would like to see it. yeap. so i am not gonna put it. WELL, the crazy lady is leaving now :) I <3 you bob!
-Alicia <3
and on friday night i went to the football game with JC and Bobby and Latriace and chris. man, i dont know if that was good or bad. JC saw Khiry. BIG mistake. when she first saw him she was shakeing and after the game she went to him and said "Khiry?" and he said "WHAT?!" and she said "d..do me a favor.. c..call me" and he walked away and when she turned around she started crying. but otherwise it was okay. her and bobby were hugging and stuff, i was there alone, and latrice and chris were on each other, i was there alone. lol. and i put my books behind a trash can and when i went to go get them i was comming down the hill and like bobby and JC started kissing and i was looking to each side like "uhhh... uhhhhhhhh....." and lactirce started laughing at me saying that i didnt know wich way to go. yeah. fun times. i have more to say but i dont think JC would like to see it. yeap. so i am not gonna put it. WELL, the crazy lady is leaving now :) I <3 you bob!
-Alicia <3