idk what to think...i mean i know that you hate it too the whole not being able to talk. you proved that to me yesterday and i believe you meant it. i know you did. i just feel so lonely sometimes. we hardly talk. and like ive told you before talking is so close to just being with you thats why i need it. i cant stand being without you and i know ( Read more... )

Well me and dario's one month is getting pretty close. infact its two days away... his dad went to argentina for a fucking month and he has to stay at his friends house. as if it isnt annoying to talk him when hes with his friends now i have to do that for a month. and i hardly see him cause they have different rules. idk things were just PERFECT ( Read more... )

Hey guys well actually the only person that still reads this is oscar so HEY OSCARITO! hmmm....wednesday was AMAZING! AND he is coming over to my house today or me to his. haha if he comes to mine we can take pictures with my webcam lmao. yeah...idk what to really talk about. today is alexia's birthday and she is now 14. she has a month to be my ( Read more... )

lol man cutting off someone from your life is now a easy thing. ive tried many times lol. but i guess this time its final. i went to johns profile and i saw that he made a paragraph just for his gf sam. funny part is that he was talking to her over the summer...while we were on and off lol. well i thought it was sweet and i mean its always going to ( Read more... )

HAHA! Im with dario you guys whoo hoooooooooooooooooo! lol i like him sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much! then again on the other hand i love cody so im kinda FUCKED! well yeah the whole day yesteday i was with him and me and him and my sister went to the movies to see Waiting you guys HAVE to see it. i had a dream that me and him were walking ( Read more... )

god....i really just cant get over this. why the fuck did this huge change happen? i feel empty....like im missing so much which at one point made me ME. its like those stupid bitchs have adopted my life. and why the fuck is it that im just siting here doing NOTHING about it? i have so much fucking frustration. i should just let it out. im sick of ( Read more... )

Hey guys. for some reason lately ive been a little tooo sexual lol i mean all i think about all i talk about is SEX! lol idk i think im finally ready? and yes of course i want to with cody. funny part is i have never WANTED to with any of my exs they always want to and i didnt. but with cody holy shit! lol me want some sex! lol man i really ( Read more... )

Grrr...i hate it when people change, or when all of a sudden everything around you changes from fucking stupid people, and its all somehow normal to them but when YOUR reminded its hell. this gut feeling, its a horrible feeling indeed. ive become so alone lately. i always said i wanted to separate myself but holy shit i really did it this time. i ( Read more... )

Well im no longer single im very happy with my boyfriend. his name is Cody, and i love him to death. hmmmm ive been told that people that shouldnt be even coming here have been either way. i guess thats what i get for having one of these. ive been happy in my life now. but there is this one thing which is that cody works a lot and i havent talked ( Read more... )

i hate you for everything you are and have done. and as for you, you stupid bitch i cant stand you i could easily let go of my control with you but you know what? i wont give you the fucking pleasure. you want to take everything i had? go ahead. enjoy it you worthless bitch. how dare you come between me and him how fucking DARE YOU?! i wish you ( Read more... )