i dont get all youe bullshit and i really dont care anymore do as you want i refuse to be a fucking puppet to you. youve caused way to much and for that i will never forgive you. do you think your worth it because you know your not. get that through your head. your suck an asshole my lord! i dont get you your just a big act thats all you are. i ( Read more... )

oh yeah baby guess what? i was right...wish i wasnt but i was. i dont want to be sad or anything so im trying my hardest. life is just so nice you know? gr w.e ill get over it lol thanks for looking, i probably wont update for another 3 months like always see ya

Dreaming Nights
Jessy

Alright now that he wont read it hahaha, im going nuts!!! you guys remember the first john right? how he would send total mixed signals? thats how tony it is. like you want something to happen but you feel like you have no chance? =( wow i got goose bumps right now thinking about it... i shouldnt be putting myself out there should i? i mean i said ( Read more... )

its been a while. well life is umm confusing lol. me and john took another chance but sometimes one chance is all it takes you know? in other words, things ended on a half note. they werent great or horrible. i didnt get way depressed sad yes i mean, i loved him. im playing "Best Of You" right now and yeah it takes me back. school started and its ( Read more... )

im bored. on the phone with mike, fat mike, and nilo. im trying to keep my mind off the obvious subject but we all know thats not going to completely happen. im calm yet going crazy at the same time. i didnt talk to him the whole day til recently. and he was speeding because he was going to orlando and a cop pulled him over while on the phone with ( Read more... )

risk, i take risks. i take many of them. does anyone ever take the risk with me? i dont believe so. a dream, a call, just two things to end it. i was finally happy lord, finally. my stars were finally shining for me. yellow and bright with hope and happiness. then they crashed to earth. am i like john should i live a life of solitude? alone and to ( Read more... )

wells im not going to type all nice and pretty this time, to tired and lazy. i went to aldo's house today and for you guys that didnt know, i like him alot. we kissed and i left him a hicky on his neck. lol and his room has a black light and stuff all over the walls that he drew sooooo he made me his art! lol he wrote aldo with two stars on my arm ( Read more... )

I just came home from Dolphin, saw Madagascar. That movie is HI-LA-RI-OS! Drank some more Star Bucks today, yummy. Idk I'm tired. The night was pretty cool. Of course except for the part in the movies where...yeah..... He knows what I mean. Anyways I'm going to update later with more details and all that good stuff.

Dreaming Nights
Jessy

Well nothing much happening now. I'm listening to music as always. Well my day was good, but somewhat bad. Why? I really don't know... Talked to Oscar again as always. He went to bed already =(. Did my nails yet once again because they fucked up badly... But I didn't do them with a color just some clear gloss. Man I've been way into my style lately ( Read more... )

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