Sep 17, 2005 18:30
Grrr...i hate it when people change, or when all of a sudden everything around you changes from fucking stupid people, and its all somehow normal to them but when YOUR reminded its hell. this gut feeling, its a horrible feeling indeed. ive become so alone lately. i always said i wanted to separate myself but holy shit i really did it this time. i only talk to cody, and dian and maybe a couple other people on occasion. idk its so unreal? well thats beside the point. i dont like it all to much but at the same time i do. i like being alone. its so well calm. but then again maybe its too calm? should i start making new friends? idk anymore. what do you think? things with me and cody are great. but i still feel very lonely at times and wish he was HERE. so yeah...shit i just got busy out of nowhere....lol ill update later.
Dreaming Nights
Jessy