I have a new user name. It's brokenxmind.

I probably won't be posting in this journal, anymore. It's dead. HAH! It's a dead journal! Get it? Okay. That was corny. Anyway. Go. Look. Add me to your friends list. (please?) =]

I'm depressed. I feel so misunderstood. I feel like nobody's really listening. BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAHBLAHBLAHBLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH. That's all it ever is.

My words are meaningless. What were once sweet, musical notes floating off my tongue have become angry screeches and harmful bites. My world shatters down upon me, there is nothing I can do. I ( Read more... )

I am NOTHING. I'm being imprisoned, confined inside this crack house. I HAVE nothing. I'm going to sit here, for the rest of my life, with NO school, and NO money, and no NOTHING, and it's all your fault. I'm gonna die. I feel like an crack head.

You promised you would stop.

I'm trying, why can't you?

If you don't want to, that's fine.

But please, don't lie .

I guess you just don't care.

It's amazing how you can feel like everything is falling apart one day, and then suddenly, the next, you just KNOW that it's gonna be okay ( Read more... )

If anybody has an extra LJ code that I could have, pleeeeeeeeease Email me

oosexykittenoo@aol.com

I need to put this journal to rest, and start fresh.

After many sleeping pills, I've finally decided to get out of bed, and think about things. Although this journal is what got me into trouble in the first place, I feel as though this is the only place I can write down my thoughts in an honest way ( Read more... )

I don't know what to say right now. I can't stop crying.

Joey found out about everything.

Somebody shoot me, please.

I need to delete this journal. It's only gotten me in trouble.

I wanna die.

Yesterday, as I sat in the car with Joey, driving...somewhere, I don't remember. To the movies, I think. He gave me the bright idea of applying to be a teller at the bank right by my house. I could walk there, too. Just two blocks away ( Read more... )

I got back from my cruise yesterday, it was alright. I met some really cool people, and the islands were nice. Smoked some good bud, got pretty drunk. Good times =) Our ship stopped at Puerto Rico, St. Thomas, St. Martin, and Nassau. All of the islands were gorgeous. Shopping. Did lots and LOTS of that. Massive discounts, everything tax and duty ( Read more... )