still havent heard from miles ( Read more... )

i work too much, maybe, i think. today was technically my day off, well, from rivals ( Read more... )

whywhywhywhywhywhyyyy??/

I have cried SO much this week. This is ridiculous. I hope its my period thats making me so emotional..and then when its done, I can go back to saying nothing at all.

Today was a much better day. I was woken up around 8 or 9 by a text message from miles, we chatted a little bit, and i fell asleep between each text. during the longer period of my in-between naps, i had a terrible dream where miles decided not to go on the cruise because someone asked him to cover for them at work..i cried in the dream, was forced ( Read more... )

Eyeyeyeyey ( Read more... )

it just so happens, however

that i love keelie

thankyou for talking to me all night, and i hope that you got some consolation (?) from me as well. i miss you!!

fuckit ( Read more... )

i couldn't log in here the other night and freaked out and made a whole new lj. im happy i can still get in to this one, i thought i had changed the password or something and forgot it ( Read more... )

so by the time ia ctually get to writing this i dont even feel like writing anymore ( Read more... )

kay so this is almost like twice in a week, right ( Read more... )