well Lj was down for a while so i havent been able to update .

adam wrote me a letter. like 20 pages about. i balled the entire time i read it and some shit pissed me off that i read & worried me. but i mean i cant do anything about it i just hope that he made good decisions. i cant wait till florida with him. =] i love him so much. it still ( Read more... )

well my daddy is in the hospital. hes out at u of m. im really worried about him and i cant update alot cuz i gotta go get ready in such. so yeah ill update when i get home and it will be a big entry because i have alot to say.  =]

well this weeked wus fun. i'll tell you ALL about it.

Friday ; went to the game. took forever for jv to get over butthen varsity came and i only watched like the last few minutes of it.   we lost but it wus a tight game lol they went into overtime & everything.  Me and Jessica were lookin for somethin to do so she stayed the night & Zack came over ( Read more... )

well i havent updated in a while * lol. im just sitting here in 5th hour supposed to be doing a speech but its okay. lol . hmm i miss julie! and i wanna go tanning after school but i cant cuz of the game and i gotta be at the bus at 3 * 45 which is gayyyyy. oh well though. i miss adam. well im done. oh yeah me and adum got everything figured out ( Read more... )

hmm * well -- > life is good right now =] everythings going perfectly great for the most part!. i get cheerleading back and i only weigh 112 =] such an accomplishment. school has been great for the most part * i brought my grades up! i gotta 2.0 now cuz im sweet =] lol. my ads mommys birthday is on friday =] and im gonna go see her either ( Read more... )

well i havent updated since sometime thursday so ill start with then ;

thursday ; well it wus a snow day so i didnt do anything allll day. juss stayed in my pjs. that wus pretty much it! lol.

friday; got up at like 5 * 20 and jumped in the shower since i wus runnin late.  i got to school by 6 * 40 cuz of the pep assembly and i watched my girlies ( Read more... )

well im officially addicted to chocolate ice cream. i dont think i have ever ate this much ice cream in my life.  i wish snow was made of chocolate ice cream w/ chocolate syrup dripped all over it. yum. after this carton of ice cream is gone though im not eating any more because i wanna lose weight. and no pop anymore either, or candy, or chips.  ( Read more... )

well its official. my mother is going to buy me aerobic tapes. im going to lose 20 lbs by june. i swear i will. that 6 months, i know i can do it.  i wanna be all cute and little and stuff for when Adam gets out. i cant wait until i see him.   i've been thinking about him alot latley. i love him so much. monday after i found out i couldnt go i wus ( Read more... )

well here are just a few resolotions i came up with.

; love deeply & truelly.

; lose 20 lbs.

; get a 3.5 or higher next semester.

; have a more positive attitude towards things.

; dont talk about people.

;excercise more.

; get on a healthy diet.

i decided that i want some ( Read more... )

well i dont have much to update about, i didnt get to go see adam on monday, i wus pretty upset about that. i cried for a lil too =[ -- but then i wus okay when i found the chocolate ice cream =] lol. then yesterday wus the game and i went to that which was boringggg then nick picked me up and we went to his house fer a lil & watched teevee. on ( Read more... )