Jan 19, 2005 17:07
well Lj was down for a while so i havent been able to update .
adam wrote me a letter. like 20 pages about. i balled the entire time i read it and some shit pissed me off that i read & worried me. but i mean i cant do anything about it i just hope that he made good decisions. i cant wait till florida with him. =] i love him so much. it still amazes me so much that were gonna be together forever!! i really can't wait to wake up next to him everyday for the rest of my life, seriously were so perfect. just i think about a lot of things a lot of the time & alotta stuff worrys me. i mean its not gonna be all one big picknick when we get married & i dunno.
my dads doin better. =] im makin an effort to get closer to him & tryin to be friendly with him and make him feel better. =] i love him.
cheerleading tonight!. im soooo excited. i finally get to practice & stuff. =] yayyy!. lol. its gonna feel weird without my babys ring on and without my earings and stuff. and im exhausted cuz i was on the phone w/ Jon till like 1 in the morning!.