Wow I haven't been on this emo thing in forever. I feel like boy-venting again, and since the guy I'll be talking about doesn't have one of these and will never trace this back to me (God, I hope I'm not blatantly jinxing myself), this would be the place to do it. So what do you do when you fall for your best friend? Even better; what do you do ( Read more... )

You know, sometimes you just have to think outloud. So here I am, doing just that. I've been thinking a lot lately, about everything. Life in general. I've been thinking about how love comes slow, but does eventually come. How friendships are so easy to break & so difficult to repair to the original status. Just thinking idle thoughts, but they ( Read more... )

Do you know what it's like to know that you're dying?

Neither do I.

I've been thinking about my mom lately ( Read more... )

The beginning of my highschool career starts tomorrow.
Okay Kerissa, time to see what you're made of. I was confident [not overly so] about going in there & just making this year great. But now the more I think about it, the more my heart races at the fact that the 'best years of my life' are starting now. Should I be worried? I don't know. Like I ( Read more... )

Summer is over in 3 days ( Read more... )

It's 10:48 in the morning & I just got the urge to type into this thing. It's an odd form of therapy. Well, school is in 5 days as of today. I'm ready, but not. First of all, I'm the LAST stop my bus picks up. That sucks so bad. Good thing is that my locker is RIGHT where my bus lets off, woo! But still, after I get to my locker; I have no clue ( Read more... )

I'm tired of fake people. I always see people posting about how 'tired' they are of those kinds, but then they're the same people who are the fakes. Also, should an opinion affect a friendship? I didn't think so. Should a friendship consist of hypocrits & pride? Nope. Two things I hated the most was what I called my best friend. & I feel bad about ( Read more... )

I've got a new lease on life ♥

I've been changing...for the better. Just had to let the good news flow ♥. But that's about as far as my good news goes...I've been having problems. Yes, more. My best friend is changing too; for the worse. I just need help to get through to her. I care about her so much & there's nothing else I can do. I've done as much as my body & heart will ( Read more... )