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I'm tired of fake people. I always see people posting about how 'tired' they are of those kinds, but then they're the same people who are the fakes. Also, should an opinion affect a friendship? I didn't think so. Should a friendship consist of hypocrits & pride? Nope. Two things I hated the most was what I called my best friend. & I feel bad about us falling apart, but sometimes things are too far from fixing. I'm always the one to keep my mouth shut, trying not to say anything that would 'spark' an argument, but it gets old. Eventually, you can't just keep your opinion to yourself while the other person rants on about their ideas. You should be able to speak about how you feel freely. WIth no reservation & no worries about what the other person will think when you open your mouth. But this time, unlike on all the other occasions, I'm not going to be the one to fix anything. It seems like a stupid decision, but if you knew how the whole ordeal goes all the time; you'd understand. Just like with anything else, you get fed up with having to be the one to always apologize, even when its not your fault. Or be told that a lot of things are always your fault when you know better. No one likes to admit they're wrong, but I will if I know I am. I have no problem with saying sorry or apologizing for saying something stupid. After awhile, however, when you don't do anything wrong; should you apologize? When the other person is wrong, should you say sorry just to make peace? I can't stand having to hear about how I feel from someone else. You can't tell ME how I feel. Or which times I feel 'guilty' or not. Kthx. I don't know about you, but sticking up for yourself should be a big part of friendships. You shouldn't have to 'back down' so that arguments don't start. Like I said, sometimes things are far from fixing. Should I feel guilty about saying this? No, because for once, someone has to be honest & not hold everything inside. That's probably what got me to this point anyways.