i love getting excited to see someone who doesn't even want to see me.

No one will ever love me. I will die alone, and soon, hopefully. Gonna go out like that monk did, covered in kerosene.

Star Trek can be summed up in two words: LENS FLARE ( Read more... )

You didn't even attempt to say "happy birthday". Nor did you respond to me in any way. I already knew you didn't give a fuck about me and this just cements what I already knew. Hope you're having fun.

I don't need a reason to kill myself, I need a reason not to.

There isn't one.

Holy fuck, since when did Chrome jack their prices so hard?

$160 for a Metropolis = lollll, I think I paid like $120 for mine.

Gotta cash in on cycling culture while the cashing's good.

I should probably go clean out my van before it's tomorrow and I have to go pick up fucktons of gear. Damn you Arri, why are your HMI cases so large.

Life is the worst.

I know you're just doing this to get back at me, to watch me squirm and hate myself more and more every time you talk to me.

Just come out and say it or stop fucking with me.

I hate this shit.

Love is just a miserable lie.

I'm nervous.

I don't think I'll have the money to make rent this month, and definitely won't have the money to pay my backrent to get out of here in February.

Hopefully I can get my student loan shit expedited pretty quickly, otherwise I'm fucked.

I'm a stupid asshole and I wish I was dead most of the time ( Read more... )