Happy birthday to me.

[xuntildeathx]

You didn't even attempt to say "happy birthday". Nor did you respond to me in any way. I already knew you didn't give a fuck about me and this just cements what I already knew. Hope you're having fun.

I don't need a reason to kill myself, I need a reason not to.

There isn't one.

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[burning_ash]

I told you that I wasn't going to talk to you anymore, and I told you that I meant it. I can't be in your life. I hurt you all of the time and you misinturpret (sp) everything I say. You get mad at me and yell at me and I just can't do it. Also, I'm not over you. And being in your life just depresses and confuses me. I need to get over you and find someone who can love me, but I can't move forward when I'm always looking backwards. I love you, and I probably always will. It kills me not to have you to talk to and share my life with, but as much as I miss the past, being in eachother's lives just hurts us both more than it helps us.

I didn't forget your birthday, but is there anything I could've said that would've made you happy?

[xuntildeathx]

You don't love me, no one loves me. No one even cares about me and I don't blame them.

And how about "happy birthday"? Maybe 10 people told me happy birthday, I expected you to because you always talked about how much you cared about me and bullshit to that extent.

I want to talk to you but I guess you don't care much about that. It's fine, you'll forget about me eventually like everyone else.