It's been awhile since I last written.. I basically sold my soul to cheerleading. Which isn't really a bad thing, at least I'm now doing something with my life. I like it, it's fun. Plus I met some really awesome people. It takes up so much time, which sucks. But my body is finally getting back into shape ( Read more... )

Good, I never liked you our friendship was make believe"This is a message to anyone I met that thinks they know me ( Read more... )

"The course of true love never did run smooth..."

You said you hoped I'd sleep miserably tonight, but your wrong. I'm going to sleep good knowing the only person that continues to hurt me is finally out of my life for good..

"It was a long way down.. and a long way out"

Celebrating a New Chapter..

Goodnight.

It is pretty overwelming. Changing who you were for so long. So you can't blame me for having a break down every once in a great while. I havent heard from my brother. He's been gone for a few days now. My mom on the other hand said she was sorry. Ofcourse I forgive her. How many times have I said hurtful things to her? It's understandable. As for ( Read more... )

I feel absolutly miserable. It's 7:15 in the morning, and my morning was the shittiest morning ever. The new meds I'm on are making me sick, I couldnt make myself go to school today. My mom was screaming at me, telling me I was going to be a fuck up again. She was screaming "Placement, Placement, Placement" throughout the whole house. I don't think ( Read more... )

Currently in school, last block of the day. We are in the library, supposed to be looking up some greek god. I'm wiped out for the day, and all I'm looking foward to is the 4 day weekend coming up. Sleep in late tomorrow, plus have fun with Craig until late!! Whoohooo mannn ( Read more... )

Ohhh Mondays, long and lazy Mondays.. I really hate Mondays. It took me so much will power to get myself out of bed this morning, and even more to keep my cool with my mom as she was storming it and out of my room telling me to get up. Yes, I don't blame her, but that doesn't make it not annoying ( Read more... )

Today kinda sucked.. I stayed home because I had a killer headache. I slept almost all day, and it felt awesome to be lazy. I'm getting stressed out lately because of all these expectations. But I need to suck it up some more, I don't have too much longer where I can just go with the flow again. I mean, not like it was before.. but party a little. ( Read more... )

See, I honestly thought I was losing weight.. however my brother tells me I have killer love handles. Is it that I see myself completly differant from everyone else? I feel so fucking ugly ever since I have come home. Craig tells me I'm beautiful, but he's obviously going to say that ( Read more... )

It's a little hard going day to day trying to be on my best behavior. I mean, there are so many things that I would love to not give a fuck about. But more than half of me wants to try so hard, and just continue to have people be proud of me ( Read more... )