back with dmitry.....my friends basically told him i liked him. wonderful. chri lifted upp his top and was like chri look im like...o god what is she doingg...then sarah said dmitryyyyy....then hes like wha? and she whispered in his ear cristina.......... then she stopped and looked at me and said can i tell him.....MOTHERFUCKKKKKKKKKKKK....screwed ( Read more... )

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can u tell ive been depressed alot.. im crying again... dont ask me y theres just so many reasons..........i wish i was beautiful.....ill never be...i wish i can have alex back....he will never come back...i wish i could be a guyz dream gurl....wont happen..i was at a park where my cuzin was playin with his band and before him was a band that wasnt ( Read more... )

i cant live without him.... i keep thinking to myself is he going to call? today? tommorow? soon? plz god let him call me and say he loves me one last time! i miss him with all my heart. right now the saying you dont know what u have until u lose it means alot. i just cant go on...every second my thoughts are just rambling on with ideas of what he ( Read more... )

well alex basically broke up with me to see other people... what the hell am i sappose to do without him. hes my life:( heres the email he gave me ( Read more... )

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ohhh myyy i havent writin in my journal for a billion yearsss! my computer was broken so w/e. i couldnt breath again today last time it was because i seent he commercial of tbs on tv i almost fainted. this time i found out wat it says on adams tattoo and when i get old enough im getting it i dont care what anyone says. maybe ill even get the one he ( Read more... )

well today was fun i talked to alex for like 2 seconds then i went to natalies. chri, mike and i went overr. we ate chips and watched jackass. then mike when on msn and asked erika to flash him and she said yes....jeez what can u say about her. some ppl these days will do anything to get mike...caugh chri caugh :P jus kiddin. we played hide and go ( Read more... )

im on the phone with christina....i do not know what im doing talkin to her shes so scary...but i love her why am i writing about non importantness. ugh just wasted a journal entry...ahh well kk TOODLES!